Thursday, December 1, 2011

There she goes.. edit (of course)

...there she goes again...

**I have people telling me to give it time, wait it out, it will come around. I don't know what to say to that; I guess the bottom line is that I don't want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me. There is no time, no waiting and if something was going to "come around" maybe it would have already. I'm not ashamed to say I'm disappointed and depressed over this. I won't beg and I won't crawl because I'm worth the effort, just like he is; what a lucky guy to find a woman who thinks he's amazing just the way he is. This is a subject I will never mention here again. What a sorry, bruised heart I own.. tucked away, in what I thought was a safe place, but still hurting. What a sorry excuse for an organ you are, stupid heart.**

.. and I just can't contain...this feelin' that remains..

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