Thursday, March 15, 2012

It's all good

I think I've become far too skilled at pretending everything is okay.
I even confuse myself in the realization that I'll say here, now and again, that I'm not really okay but if you ask, I'll lie first to myself, and then to you... everything is not okay.
I ask you to please not waste your time pointing out that  you read my blog and know that everything isn't great, it won't get  you anywhere. Don't call, comment or private message; just let it be.
It's embarrassing to realize I'm not the super hero I try to be. I don't want everyone to know what my weaknesses are.
I'm not going to jump of a bridge or anything, but there are some changes I'd like to see in my life.
I just don't know how to make them.

yeah, everything is fine :)

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