Friday, February 17, 2012

Violated

It's been hard for me lately to enjoy taking photos like I used to.

I crave it, the whole process; lugging the gear around, discovering things that catch my eye, composing, shooting, shooting some more, dumping everything into the computer and spending hours editing, playing, processing.

Lately when I have my camera with me all I can think of are the photos that I lost, that it looks like I'll never get back. All that work, vision, time, memories, all taken from me. I know logically that I just need to get over it, emotionally I feel like I was raped.

I'm too tough to let this keep me down for too long though. I'll keep snapping away, even though it doesn't feel the same... hopefully it will get better.

I won't go down without a fight

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