Okay so I had grand plans of writing something earth-shaking but after a call from my long lost buddy John I'm heading out :) haha, sorry. I'll try to make up for it later ;)
I had fun with my friends tonight but walked home, suffering with hiccups the whole way, alone. It makes me a little nervous to be on my own like that now that I know there are cameras outside the building... So I walk a little faster... can he see me coming?.. will he see that I'm alone?.. will he try to stop me?.. I hate having to think about these things... The speed and determination of my pace will catch up with me tomorrow with sore feet and muscles from walking as fast as I can and being so tense... I try and try to just forget everything but it's not that easy... I feel naked at 1am alone on the street, naked and vulnerable... all my friends dropped off, one by one and then I was on my own, naked... again
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