What now

There are two sides to every coin. I am a coin.

I had a great time tonight. It has been a long day and I look forward to sleeping away my Sunday.

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I feel wrong. I feel lost. Confused. Lonely. I'm not at ease. Not relaxed.

I wish for peace. The ability to just be lost. To look confusion and loneliness in the eye and understand where it comes from.

I welcome emptiness.
This is not where I belong.

there are too many sides to Jess. I can't even figure me out.