Monotonous meltdown

I'm starting to feel a lot like I did 6 months ago, like an island; not really doing much aside from going to work and coming home, trying to act like I'm okay with that.

It's dark out at 4pm... I'm chilled to my bones... bored... tired... kinda lonely... the colder it gets, the less motivation I have... I just want to take a steamy shower, get in my sweats and snuggle under a warm blanket on the couch... sounds simple enough, right?

I'm going to fake indifference now.

how am I doing?