My plan (still) sucks

Well I saw that coming from a mile away and I'll admit I'm more than a little disappointed. Perhaps the fact that I have so much stress in other parts of my life is a blessing in disguise at this point; I don't have a lot of free time to think about being disappointed.

**I wrote those previous thoughts this morning and very soon realized how inaccurate they were; I have plenty of time to think of how disappointed I am, and I thought about it all. day. long.**

So my plan is based loosely around getting back in the groove creatively with what free time I can scrape together and in doing that, hide from the world... or I'll just keep drinking. This might be the fastest I've felt the need to edit a post... I don't like this plan. I was okay with things. Without getting all 'doom and gloom' here, I'm not feeling like a shiny happy person right now.

photo by Cory Brennan... thanks pal, great job